BREAKING 💔🎄 Jenny Marrs admits she was frustrated that an emotional Fixer to Fabulous episode aired at Christmas, reopening painful grief during a time meant for joy.

Jenny Marrs Opens Up About Emotional ‘Fixer to Fabulous’ & Why She Was ‘Frustrated’ it Aired at Christmas

“I have so much to say about last night’s episode and, over time, I’ll share more,” Jenny wrote. “For now, I want to share that Bob passed right before Easter. And, that Sunday, I was slated to speak at church. I didn’t know if I could do it. Yet, I also knew it was a chance to talk about my friend and all that he had taught me.”

 

As Jenny explained, she ended up speaking at church, reflecting on “our Good Shepherd and how I learned firsthand what it takes to be a shepherd from Mr. Bob.” She also touched on how the “offering up a Passover lamb had to be impossibly difficult,” before reading a Bible quote that said, “Yet I still dare to hope
”

“We can be sad but we still have Hope. That’s the Easter story. That’s why we celebrate,” she added.

 

Those words came back to Jenny as she watched last night’s emotional episode, “holding the hands of my tearful kiddos and offering hugs and tissues.” After writing how “all of the sadness came back,” the designer stated she was “so frustrated that this episode aired THIS week. Just before Christmas. We are sad enough, after all.”

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However, she let those frustrations go after re-reading her Easter Sermon in her journal, stating, “We can be sad but we still have Hope. That’s the CHRISTMAS story. That’s why we celebrate.”

As Jenny went on to point out, just four months after Bob died, his wife Jill also passed. Now, the cabin “is in honor and in memory” of both of them.

“[Jill] never got to see the finished cabin,” Jenny concluded. “And, so, while we could always lament and become hard-hearted, we won’t. We will dare to hope in this place. Hold on to hope, friends. Embrace your loved ones, be present, seek adventure, laugh
even when you’re sad.”

Jenny has previously opened up about her difficult year of loss. In addition to Bob and Jill, the Marrs’ also said goodbye to Dave’s mother, Donna Marrs, in September, and Jenny’s grandmother in November, as well as one of their farm animals and beloved family dog Dolly.

Fixer to Fabulous, Season 7, Tuesdays, 8/7c, HGTV